So Today I am Here in Magalieskruin to Come and Work with Anton on High School Montana Consert

I drove from home in Centurion to here with a little fuel, but I lucky made it to Anton. I don't have my computer yet so that was the reason why did not made any postings this last few weeks.

I start to worry when I am going to retire. I will need more money to survive. I am thinking to give school in Spain. I will give english, I can also do it online, with the sewing what I want to do. Maybe if the online course which I am going to do the Tefl course I can start to give online classes to children. I am seriouly thinking to go to live in Spain when I am sixty years old, to help with an extra income. I never been overseas and would love to see Spain.

Me and Anton is not going to share the same bedroom this two months that I am going to stay here. I made the final dission. There is someone else in his life and I need to go on with mine. The depression gets hard by times but I will survive with the medication I am on.

I will hopefully find closure about the realationship which Anton and I had. Hopefuly I will do the right thing to try to forget him, in that sense that I will never been in a realtionship with him ever again. I am glad it is over, it put to much stress on me, and I can continue to work, because all he have on his mind is his realtionships, I can't do that anymore.

I remember the day when he was in tears and asked me why don't I want to start a relationship with him, I told him that I do'nt relationships, and eventually he broke-up with me.